Numix Chae Chalaga Chae Chae Chae Chalaga!

Just came back from class chalet as well as an awesome SL camp! :) Been kind of busy for the past 2 weeks. Well, main events were that I was in hospital, I went Malaysia, I went SL camp & I went class chalet! :) So, let's talk about the happy ones! :)

SL CAMP
WE ARE A TEAM. <3
NUMIX CHAE CHALAGA CHAE CHAE CHAE CHALAGA EH, BAMARATATATA TATATATATA, EH, BAMARATATATA TATATATATA OMG.
Haha, I really had a good time in the camp, easpecially with my most beloved empire, NUMIX.
So, day1, we had like dirty games where all of us rolled in sesame oil, flour etc. Overall, it was dirty and we managed to survive through that! :) AS ANANANANANNNNNEMPIRE. :D I am very sure the first day was one of the most tiring day of the camp!
Day2, we went out of school to get breakfast and learnt cheers and also had battle of the sexes at night. I think if nobody remind me of the cheers, I would have forgotten it like totally. Omg. Haha, now I can remember all the cheers!
Day3, we went out of school for games and then came back to TP for wet games! & that was really perfect with that HOT weather! HAHAHA. Iloveit. :) & the day goes on...
When the camp ends, few of us went to CPF building to have 'dinner' and sat down fr a chat before heading home. :)
I'll never forget the happy and wonderful times I've had with them... NUMIX!
BABABA
NANANA
BABABABABANANA
BABABABABANANA
NUMIX OOOOOOHHH~

1K02 2012 CLASS CHALET
AMANDA.YUNYUE.CHRIS.ZHIHAO.CHERYL.MARGARET.JONATHAN.JACK.SHUWEN.VANESSA.MICHELLE.JESLYN.HWEECHENG.CASEBELLA.CHLOE.HIDAYAH.STEPHY.XUANYUN<3

I'm really happy to be with them for Sem1.1&1.2. They're really nice people who cares and shares no matter what happens. To be honest, our class is really somehow bonded. :) Although there are cliques all around which is normal, we still care for everyone in the class.
So, met KahYong (our SL in week 0) at around 2plus and headed for the class chalet at NSRCC. OHYEAH. & Mr Gevin Png came! He's so nice! Awww.. :) After which later in the night, we played mahjong. & my face was so red like a tomato. So awkward~ Those that played mahjong with me would know what happened. HAHAHA. Left the chalet at around 9plus in the night. I really really love 1K02'AY11/12. Let's hope we'll have a chance to have class outing and stuff soon again! <3

& of course, I'm getting all nervous and scared for the new class we'll all be having in Sem2.1. Well, I wish everyone all the best alright! :)

Busy busy week!

OKAY. I promise to post tomorrow about this busy week! :)
Goodnight people!!!

I'm really tired these days, so I shall post maybe tomorrow or so. :)
Goodnight people!

Running Man.

Same routine for yesterday and today! To watch running man! :) it was really funny. Didn't regret watching it. :) Well, has been kind of busy because of running man these 2 days.
Met Bernard for lunch today though. & we went to book court for next week! Been long since the last time we meet up! & we've realized that each other changed so much! We're like becoming the same type of people with very little emotions. I hope he don't get influence by me though! Cause it's definitely not a good thing~

Kay, it's time for bed! Goodnight people! :)

Hotel Stay & Today.

Came back from hotel stay today. Yesterday, met the girls at about 10am in the morning and headed to Sentosa for frisbee and volleyball. It was so tiring and all of us were like 'dead' when we went to check in at the hotel at 2plus. The hotel that we stayed in is the Festive Hotel. After checking in, we were super excited to see the swimming pool and went straight to swim in our teeshirts and fbts/shorts. We were like all hiding from the guards because we wasn't in our swimming costumes. Did a lot of ridiculous stunts!After that, we went back to the room to bathe and headed to HardRock cafe for dinner. & after dinner, we bought ice cream! YUMMY MUCH. :) Headed back to the hotel room again later on and started chit-chatting and played indian poker. The marshmallows being stuffed into our mouths is really no joke. It's so disgusting. Imagine stuffing 5-6 marshmallows into the mouth at one go. Eww. Plus when our mouths wasn't big enough, it was even more ridiculous! The next and the last thing we did before heading to bed was our masks! The masks was sooo cold that we took such a long time to apply it! Afterwhich, all of us went to bed. It was really a tiring day! :x Woke up today morning and bathed and then left the hotel. Enjoyed myself with the girls though again, I wasn't very sociable. :) But thank them for being so understanding! :)
*The pictures are all not uploaded yet! ;)

& today,

I don't know why but I just totally didn't feel like talking much anymore. It feels horrible when I need someone there but I just didn't wanna talk. Thinking of all the things I did and stuff, I feel so stupid. Goddamnit. End of the day, instead of talking, I cried myself to sleep. & I realise that is my only way out. It doesn't feel good to be feeling so alone though. But it's really time I've got to be strong and to lead my own path and go the way I wanna go. & that is why the only thing I did for some stuff is to just keep it deep down inside me. It's not easy but I guess I'll have to hang in there cause it's really hard for me to trust anyone now. Somethings are better to be left unsaid. Nobody will ever understand unless they go through it themselves and that is why saying it out doesn't helps either. & all these things really forced me to be someone I'll never wanna be. But, what's done is done. I'll never be able to forget those hurtful things.

We, choose our own path and survive our own way.

Sorry that I really don't know how to make myself more sociable.

Beloved Lucky & Cash.

Was on the way to meet the girls just now when I received a call from my grandparents knowing what they did. & tears came out from me immediately. Sometimes, I really don't understand why they are even doing this. What's so good about taking away something that means so much to me? & especially when they know that that is the very last thing my dad left for me. No longer the first time. Had a heated arguement with them before and they promised not to do that anymore but they actually let history repeats itself again. Claiming that I mean a lot to them and this is how they are hurting me in return. I'm really really speechless now. Feeling very very down. All my good times, they're all gone. Even the last and most precious thing that used to be by my side everyday, sitting quietly by my side when I cry, playing with me and cheering me up when I'm upset is gone as well. What else do I have left? Now I'll need a real long time to heal. & don't expect me to trust anymore. Because I don't wanna get hurt again. I'm becoming more and more dreadful of the things and people.

Talked and chatted when we met up. Although it was a short meet up, it was precious time as well. Love them. <3

Was too tired to post yesterday~
Well, it feels good to jog for long when you're feeling down, it applies to me. Went jogging in the morning yesterday after that rest and have lunch with grandma. Met up with Jeslyn around 6plus in the evening and cab to Suntec City. They have this educational/employment fair thingy. It's quite helpful. Those that are interested, you should really go. :)

Went to view some schools that is from overseas. Their courses are real attractive! Never regret going! :) It was really cool! Headed for dinner at Yoshinoya after that! ;) HMV of course! & then off we headed home!

& this is the picture of the cross stitch that took me about 7months plus!
May every family live in bliss. :)

That's all for now, gonna go prepare and head out soon! :)

Sometimes, I hope there'll be this one day, I'll be someone important.

家和万事心

After 7 months of doing this consistently, finally I'm done with it. :) Shall upload the photo tomorrow! I'm too lazy to on the com today!
家和万事心, something that I've always wanted. I used to spend more time with my friends. But as I grow older, I realize my family means so much to me. Especially ever since losing the person so close to me.
Daddy, I promise I'll stay strong.

Had a long day today. Have to give my doggy away soon. It's making me so sad. But I don't have a choice. Come to think of it. Life really gives us so much pain to experience. Well, but people always says there'll be rainbow after the rain. & that's what keeps me going!

I hope this can last me through, everyday.
Going to take this holiday to really relax myself and try to forget those unhappy things and to move on. Hang in there Suzann! :)

ISMELLFREEDOM.

Finally, today marks the end of our marketing paper. & I finally smell freedom ahead. But come to think of it, it seems so boring now. Isn't it? Ugh. What I'm feeling now is sooo. Unexplainable. HAHA. I'm feeling so tired now & my gastric's acting up. Can't wait to go to bed soon. But. I just couldn't get to sleep. This is really weird! :<

Well, today went to Popeyes with the girls for lunch after our marketing. It feels great being able to have lunch with them. :) Been long since I've really joined them for lunch and all. & we came up with some 'little miss' things! Each of us have a name starting with 'Miss' blahblahblah. HAHAHA. <3

Chloe & Casebella had to go off early. & so the rest of us went to shop and we took kinda like a few hours! ;) Nevertheless, I had an awesome time with them. :) Headed home after that and bought my yoga mat on the way home! & I bought the green one, the exact same one I used to have! Like finally I bought it! Was so lazy to even go get it for the past few months. The old one was spoilt thanks to my previous dog. HAHA. Okay, time to go to bed soon.

ANYWAY, I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO HOTEL STAY ON 5TH! <3!

Really hope it'll be ongoing.

Really hope it's not done with a fake hidden.

& we started talking again.

He just gives me that feel that I'll never wanna forget.